Fake it ’til you make it

IMG_8335.JPGHello, people who are reading this, and welcome back to my blog.

What am I really doing with my life? That’s a question I ask myself at least once a day because I don’t do much. I wake up, hit the snooze-button over and over again until I’m so late that I don’t have time to eat breakfast. How anyone can spend time fixing their hair and makeup every morning is a miracle to me, I barely have time to brush my hair before I’m running out the door, a sandwich in my hand and my jacket flapping in the wind behind me. My breakfast I usually eat on my first lesson of the day (If the teacher allows it.). It may not be the greatest habit considering many other things that are affecting my day to day life but I somehow make it work on most days.

When I get home I usually fall onto the couch, exhausted. I take a quick nap before I do anything else. Once again not a great habit but I have no energy left after a whole day in school so if I’m going to be able to do anything else that day I have to rest for a bit. After my nap I go online or do my homework and then I eat dinner with my family before I go  to bed to wake up doing the almost exact thing the next day.

I look at successful people my age and I’m in awe of many and how they’ve already managed to accomplish so much when I’ve done next to nothing with my life. What if I’d painted, or sung or done anything with the spare-time that I spend online. I might have actually accomplished something. That is one of the reasons why I’ve decided to start this blog, because I’ve thought about it for a really long time and I finally decided that I’d do something productive with my spare-time instead of spending it watching movies. I still watch a lot of movies and series. But I also spend my time writing, creating something of my own. It might not be much and it might not be great, but it’s all mine and I like the thrill of it. So I might not be a successful writer (yet, fingers crossed) but at least I’m doing something that might take me there someday.

Until next time, xoxo Ella.

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